atoms and space

btw...

the awakening finally hit stores.
everyone should get a copy.

the photo
is of a moment
i wanted to share
with anyone
who would care

the beauty of light
is that it affects
everything around
and if you dont look
you may miss
the beauty
behind the shade
or be blinded
by the falsity

i call this
the WaSU tree
of wisdom
;)

detox

starting friday (some crazy person put it in a book taht u should start on fridays so that once u get through the weekend, its smooth sailing....)

so, starting friday.... i am doing this body detox program.

eating veggies, seeds, oats and nuts. and fruits. sounds like a fiesta bowl to me.

supposedly once i detox my body i will feel better, etc. etc.

i am doing it mostly to be a supportive wife
but also
because i think this will be good
28 days of being challenged
and having to stick to something
discipline
and all that stuff
ive never been good at

i am excited
and i have a determined partner
to stick through it with
yay!!!

so anyways
its 28 days detox
than
28 days "energize"
and then i think 28 days fitness....

so... that brings us to the greatest time of year.. my birthday holiday month... and then we get to relax, feel good, and enjoy!!!

the tides are changing
and the ripples
are creating waves

i am so excited for what is ahead.
different than ever before
growing together
and making our unit
a stronger
better
one.

i dont believe im going to be eating lots of green stuff.
but on the plus side
at least we are finally getting a juicer!!

twisted

is the world.

twisted
is my word.

its a dance
between
you
and me
figuring
out
what it is
we mean
everytime
we speak
and
everytime
we meet.
dancing
sometimes
slow
sometimes
fast
together
apart
moving left
right
all about
as we lose
each other
on
the dance
floor.

mirrors
reflect
but if
you
twist
the mirror
bend it
here
there
images
distorted
perception
deceived
and suddenly
what you see
is not
what
you get.

i prefer
to avoid
mirrors
because
i know
i see
with biased
eyes
i do not
deny it
but i do know
that when
i avoid
the mirror
what i see
will be
influenced
more with
my other
senses
than
the powerful
mighty
eye.

school
twisted
life
twisted
family
twisted
not
twisted
is my
faith
dreams
belief
desire.

truth
keeps
the path clear
and avoids
the twisted
map
of
peace
happiness
and light.

its not about
if i
am ok
its about
are you
and
are you
with
me.

yom kippur

i dont know how
to find
all the people
not that
there are
many
but nonetheless
those people
who i may
need
to ask
forgiveness
and even
those
who dont
i still
want to
just in case

so
i will
put it out here
on my blog
to the world
the people
to you
i am sorry
for anything
conscious
intentional
or not
that i may
have done
said
thought
to harm
hurt
pain
you.

i will go
tonight
after my meal
and begin
my fast
and any
hunger
that i feel
shall be
a desire
that
i need
to fill
with G-d
Hashem
with prayer
blessings
forgiveness

i
forgive
those
both
in my world
and out of it
the known
and
the unknown
no boundry
no border
culture
language
all barriers
broken
because
peace
knows
no
creed
race
color.

peace is universal
and when i
ask
for peace
happiness
love
and success
i ask
for it
to not
come
at the price
of peace
justice
or value
to humankind
the world
each other.

thank you
for
fogiving me
i hope
to do better
in the year to come
in everyway
all ways
true
to my
heart
love
commitment
and dreams.

i especially
want to
say
sorry
to my soul mate
who as
my other half
must always
constintly
deal
with what
before
was only
i
alone
facing
confronting.
thank you
for your
patience
trust
and
always
being
my guiding
light
and shining
bright
keeping me
safe
along
my way.
my partner
for life
besheret.

have
an easy
fast
not
that
any
fast
is easy

and may
you too
be inscribed
in the book
of
life.
*amen*
B"H

dreamz

funny.
not related to my previous thought
yet has the same idea
dreams.

vivid dreams
sometimes
keep my
brain
awake
all night
hardly sleeping
sleeping hard
another place
my mind engaged
all my senses
my
subconscious
awake
as i
peacefully
sleep.
my slumber
my rest
my id.

interpretation
has always
fascinated me
i remember
being young
seeing my dads
dream book
trying to look through it
figure out
what
i am
looking for

i have this one
dream
from when i was little
i always remember it
it followed me
not only
through sleep
but the thumping
always
boom boom
in my
ear.

similiar dreams
always
have followed me
chasing dreams
a little double meaning
double
indeed.

i looked them up
googled em
and it revealed what
i thought
but yet
never
sat
and
thought
about it.

but then
it said
something
that just
opened
my eyes
my thoughts
and suddenly
that dream
when i was just a handful
starts
to make sense

great.

except
now
the bigger
challenge
is
interpreting
today's dreams
and finding
what it is
my id
subconscious
alternate
awareness
is trying
to teach me
warn me
inform me.

off to sleep
i must
find
my answers.
then
i can walk
my dreams.

what i want...

i call it a dream.
but some
think
dreams
are just that
unlivable
unreachable
something
to get you through
but
if something
is going
to get me through
my dream
is attainable
is reachable
and it is
what
i fight for.

sometimes
i have
these
wants
dreams
that are so
out there
but yet
so reachable
because
if you believe
and do
as you want
and desire
you can make it happen
yet
no one
else
listening
and wanting
and believing
can halt
progress
response
change
alertness.

thick headed
stubborn
unknowing
ignorance
is bliss
so
they say
but then
they say
many
things
that show
no bliss.

btw
i saw rosie
in israel?
cool
lucky gal
hope it
was
what
she hoped
it would
be.

so
back to
what i want
well
the beauty
queen
would say
world peace
yet
she wouldnt
know
what parts
of the world
and where
that
would be.

what i want
is
truth
and love
and peace
and understanding
respect
and passion
and everything
that fulfills
ones heart
ones life
ones desire.
for good
for harmony
for each other
we need
to work
together
dream
together
and fight
together.

what i want
is for you
to
want.

i dont get it

high
low
up
down

i dont get it

the higher my high
the harder my low

emotions
confusing
thats one
so many
all at once
too many
so few
with labels
and even
then
labels
never
mean
the same
you
me
angry
sad
only
we know
our
feeling
and the emotion
and chemical
balance
reaction
within us
the energy
the electricity
i know there is a P and K
something
our bodies
go through
waves
i
seem
to have
tsunamis
and then
calmness
still
before
the storm


jumping for joy
to crushed
i dont get it
but then
i feel
through it
remember
notate
and
i
grow
and
move
on.

shana tova

....open your mind...

how come there are so many people willing to suffer
so they get up and suffer every day
they think they were put on this earth to suffer
and by G-d they are going to suffer
until they suffer their lives away

how come so many are willing to say
there is no sense there is no plan
yet they will not believe
the ancient mysteries
passed down through time
into their hands

if my choice is dispair or wonder
on the line between
truth and belief
do i just let the tide take me under
or do i let the fascination come out
and rain all over me

open your
MINNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
you have been
BLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNDDDDD
imagine the answers or question
will be all you find
OPEN YOUR MIND

the grooves in my life are unforgiven
over the years i layed them down
night after night
working sleep working sleep working sleep working sleep working sleep work...
sufficating my delight
i was dragged into the light
into the stillness
into the wide hot flame of my depeest fears
and when i came crashing through
humbled and true
i was better than i'd been in years
if my choice
is end or beginning
in my perception between death and life
ill keep on with this message im sending
you may not know how or when
but dont you want to know why

OPEN YOUR MIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD
YOU HAVE BEEEN
BLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNDDDDDDD
IMAGINE IMAGINE the answer or question
will be all you find
OPEN YOUR MIND



ooohhhh....

more philip
ooohhhhoohhhhooohhh (over philip)

OPEEEEEENNNN YOOOUURRRR MMIIIINNNNDDDDD
because you have been
BLIIIIINNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD
ooooooOOOooOOohhhh
OOOOoooOOoooOOoohhh
OOOOOoooeeoooOOHHHh
...amazing ooooaaahhhheeeooohhh's from the vocals of the ladies...

philip
mark
melissa
fritz
lily
bernie
jam
jam
sing
ooohhhhh
yyaaaaa!!!!

the awakening

i decided.

i should just blog things
most people might not
care to hear.

anyways
watching yahoo live sets
melissa etheridge
the awakening
she sure does
radiate
purity.

and
philip
my mr. hercules
amazing
electrifying
soul defying
harmony
balance
wow.

unexpected rain
let it pour

*** back to the show***

dude..this song rocks
all we can really do...
is love one another.

*** back to the show***

then...
there was
a simple love
...
between you and me.
simple.
cute.
on we go

sure seems
that melissa
read
and wrote
the
social
story
she
rocks
i
want
a
book
too.

ive said it all
about
kingdom of heaven
philip is
from some
glorious kingdom
along with melissa
and the entire
etheridge
clan
band
family
etc.

open your mind.
check.

did she call him sweat pea? ;)

Kingdom Of Heaven

*the way I hear it...*

a suffering soul on the way to the kingdom of heaven
held up a sign that said
G_d hates america
a child has been lost
a mother is shocked
and is grieving

and turning away
turning away

he said there is a love that is so hidious and destructive
we must drive it from earth
to save all of our children
he must know it well in the night
its the hell that he speaks of
that keeps him awake
keeps him awake
my G-d is love
my G-d is peace
my G-d loves you
my G-d loves me

a suffering soul on the way to the kingdom of heaven
he prayed in the dark
death to the infidel
he strapped on his desperate pain and his faith to his body
and blew them away
blew them away

<<<<<<*ABSOLUTELY INTENSIFIED ELECTRFIED CHILL BEARING GUITAR SOLO BY PHILIP SAYCE*>>>>>>>
nenenenenneneee

a suffering soul on the way to the kingdom of heaven
shouts on the news
they are the godless ones
the anger inside
and the fear that it hides never leave her
and the cameras are gone
when the cameras move on
ohhhh
people come on tell me where is your kingdom of heaven
where is your faith
where do you put your fear
do you have a price
for truth
and a price for believing
and heaven is here
heaven is here

my G_d is love
my G-d is peace
my G_d is you
my G-d is me.

***AMAZING... she is simply AMAZING... the process of he writing..BRILLIANT!!! the thoughts in her words... GENIUS!!!! ************

thank u. peace.