thoughts

its so interesting.
when i realize
that i am quite blessed
and know happiness

i do not need
fancy technology
i dont want designers
sharing my budget
shaping my identity

how am i
who i am.

i have a mind
full of
thoughts
like a freeway
one not near LA
where cars just zoom by
safely
they speed along
each car
an idea
a little story
contained within
and some of these
cars stop
and play
the thought
through
my mind.

sometimes
they are dreams
sometimes
answers
always
analyzed
discussed
surfaced.

i wonder
if i feel
so in touch
what must be
so deep
that it
is not found
not known
not controlling
but
the presence
nonetheless
so hidden
unknown
an impact
gaining
i hope
maybe
it can be
that all
that haunts
and plagues
me
i do know
i deal with
everyday
and that
the existence
of the hidden
is only
a thought.