one of those wow moments...

when you realize something that has changed about you...
and its actually for the better.

i just had a moment
after chatting with a pal
where somehow i was taken back
to a moment
where something about me
that was learning distance
and tested the lines
was questioned
critiqued (however u spell that...)
and
feedback
received.

even then
when it hurt
as it does
when something about you
is picked on
brought to the attention of those you love
and found to be at fault.

even enduring the pain
i recognized
that the people i love
whether they love me in return
are teaching me something
about myself
about others
about interraction
and pain
is part
of that
inter=action.

emotion
feeling
memory
a little shock
of sensation
to let you know
that you feel.
(and as i say.... i know i am alive because I feel...)

feeling
becomes
remembering
and
memories
which become
lessons
thoughts
and
shape
our everyday
communication
sensation
and
interraction.

today
i look back
and a quick glimpse
once i was told
how to improve
and today
without
even a bother
its adjusted
corrected
and somehow
seems to serve
its purpose.

its amazing having one of these wow moments.
realizing something has changed within you.
and being better for it.
being who i am today
is every moment
feeling
sensation
of all my
days/months/years
before me
growing.
feeling.
alive.

B"H