one without the breaks

emotions. thousands. ever feel like your mind is just so overloaded that it feels numb. all your neurons firing at warp speed. thoughts just blurred. you want to cry and yet feel happy. you want to smile but feel pain. maybe, its just, wanting to feel. emotions. that is the word to label feelings. but, what is the feeling. is it the actual physical feeling your body is stimulated by, or is it the ripple that runs to your brain and creates emotion. if you do not show emotion, do you not feel? and if you feel, do you always show emotion? There must be a sixth sense. Something to fit heartbreak, pain, fear, and all our other emotions into. after all, we do feel them. but ive never touched anger, and yet i always hold optimism. this untouchable reality. feelings. how can you not beleive in their existence. yet, you do not see, hear, touch, smell or taste them. so, with every emotion, any emotion, when we experience them, we are believing in something untouchable. unreachable. yet, real. therefore, believe in faith, believe in love, believe in all the emotions. they are real. even if you can not see them. meanwhile, i'll be going through the cycle of continuing exploration of the thousands of emotions and feelings, most of which i can not name. peace. love. truth. have a super weekend. happy birthday to my special little man.