there is no right way to smile

easter. i dont celebrate it
only thing i knew of easter as a kid
was the amazing candy. and chocolate.
i must say my chocolate love affair
has lasted almost all my life
true love

so
on this day that i dont celebrate
yet the one i love does
i am subject to in laws.
yay in laws.
not quite.

you gotta love them
their passion
commitment
the blood
that runs through her.
through them.
a petition against gay marriage
h to the e to LL NO YOU DIDNT!
wow. that moment. the feeling.
indescribable.
brian kinney (QAF) said
there are two kinds of straight people
those who hate you to your face
and those who hate you to your back

i much prefer those
who hate to my face
at least they are real
not full of $h17.

all the while
drugs
neglect
naivity
innocence
glowing in the air
7
being told
smile, but keep your mouth shut
(who calls that a smile??)
the pain
inside
too young
to bare
a product
of an enviroment
oh so full of grace.

crossroads
that i am at
my train has gotten into mischief
topham hat will not be pleased
he will scold us
and be annoyed.
toot toot...
off we go.

here, there, everywhere
that is how my life flows
fluidly
constantly
non stop
all the worlds
living as one
inside
my mind

Thank You G-d for You Have Blessed Me
shema israel adonai elukaynu adonai echad
we are all one
seperate
is not
equal
unity
passion
love
peace.